| BEST FRIENDS MEANS FRIENDS FOREVER!!!! |
[09 Apr 2005|01:04pm] |
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Dam this shit is soooo weird compared to Myspace...i really havent been on this thing for a long time and im soo used to being not much space when i comment and now i got this huge empty box waiting to be filled..well anyways since the last time i wrote in this jo got back from Jersey...ok been partying a lot lately gotta try and not do that too much cause its geting in the way of my school work and i dont want to go to Moorpark forever..well anyways i have been to 3 Concerts since the TBS show last October...ok i saw Matchbook Romance at the HOuse of Blues...i think it was the 17th of Feb...i got the stub upstairs but i wont get it..ok that was very Amazing....Mathchbook is soooo good and i really cant explain it..they FUCKING ROCK!! Ok...we saw Fall Out Boy on the 23rd of March i think and it was AMAZING...but thanks to MIke Mitch Leen Von and Jo it was definetly an AMAZING night...me mike and mitch got drunk before the concert...Mitch got kicked out for drinking beer inside and he got kicked out but luckily Alex was with us and he left for Mitch...for those of you who were there you know what im talking about...well anyways....F.O.B was Fobulous...makes no sense but its funny...well anyways...Taste of Chaos...OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! One of the most AMAzingests night this whole year...its a long story...the drive up and down..wanna thanks Mike Jeff Mitch for being there...i really wished Von Leen and Jo were there but stuff happens....its ok tho i was thinking about you girls the whole time anyways...well Senses Fail played....right as we were walking in...they were playing that one song dont remember what its called but it goes something like this..."Ill take you to the top of this building and just push you off run down the stairs so i can seee your face as you hit the streets" one of Von's favs but that just started an awesome night...Senses Fail rockes like no other...then came up My Chemical Romance....they were sooo good too....theyre really good in Concert...played one of my favs "Thank you for the Venom" what an amazing song.....they were off the hook..well anyways...Then the main course THE USED!!! I get the goosebumps when i hear their music..they are soo FUCKING AMAMZINGLY GOOD that definetly toped the night...they played one of my fav Used songs..."You want a song of Glory?" well thats a line in the song but its called "A Box full of Sharped Objects" well theyre Amazing....just the way he talked to the crowd he made us feel like the best show in the world..Awesome night..never going to forget it...well anyways i did what you told me Von...i wrote in LJ now i want you girls to do the same....and you know who you guys are..and i really love you guys....and my teacher says to end a story with a quote well im deciding to end a with a line...from TBS...cause i really want this to be true or maybe i just love you guys too much...."BEST FRIENDS MEAN FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!"<333333 TIMES INFINITI!
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[24 Jan 2005|09:17am] |
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So where do i start. Ok Jo came back out to Simi cause she really missed us....well not really but i really missed her. Been working hard i guess....love it when Mike comes and works with me. Well just been getting drunk and having fun...Ant got drunk on Friday...he threw up like a rockstar...i havent had a drink in like 4 days...its always good to give your pour liver a rest. But have a feeling im gettting drunk at work today....kinda deserve it...welll last night had nothing to do so we played Hide and Seek with the cars last night...Me and Frankie found Mitch and Ant...it was soo funny cause they thought they had us too...well then me and Frankie went to go hide and they took forever to look for us...it was like 1 and they couldnt find us...we definetly fooled Mitch and Ant...but if it wasnt for the glare off the truck from the moon we would have fooled Angelica and Yvonne...god dam mooon. Well this morning woke up extra early for no reason...thought i had school at 8 when i really had it at 10..well waht can you do...well dont know what im doing after work but i kinda know im hanging out with all you playas and maybe we can play poker for money this time cause i need money right now...so talk to yalls later...BYE
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| Im going to MISSS you Jo!!!!!!!!! |
[12 Jan 2005|01:15am] |
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So school started this week, been soo tired lately cause school starts early on Monday and Wednesday and a late class at 4 to 6 on Tuesday. But i guess its not bad, it can be worse. But nothing Amazing has happened this week..just been hanging out with Frank, Ant, and Mike the whole time and of course my loves Jo and Von...Eileen left on Monday to Bakersfield but shes coming back on Friday but im hoping there might be a chance she comes back on Thursday or maybe even tomorrow, but ill just keep dreaming and ill just have to wait till Friday. My love Jo is leaving for New Jersey tomorrow and im really going to miss her, shes going to be gone for a whole week....All i hope is that she has fun and stays safe and she gets back to us on Tuesday and not a day later. But im going to miss you Jo and Eileen i miss you, come a day earlier or something. But im definetly going to hang out with Von the whole time....so take care my loves and ill talk to you later and have a great day...<3<3<3<3<3!!!!!!!!
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| OMFG!!!!!!!! |
[09 Jan 2005|12:49am] |
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This whole week has been Amazing. Yesterday we celebrated Mike's Bday at some Hotel in NewBerry Park. Mike like the Man he is drank 17 beers. I made up for those other two by drinking 7 i think and Frank had a lot of beers too, so as Leen and Von, it was a fun night. Besides that we been just hanging out and getting drunk and just plain having fun. Well today i went to the dealer to go and get a car, i had no idea what i was getting. So i saw this Amazing little blue car, turns out to be just EXACTLY like Mitch's. But mine was stick and it came with a Hint of AMAZINGNESS in it. I think im in LOVE. I looove driving sticks. Tonight we just hung out at Mike's and played Cranium and it got boring cause Mitch and Von cheated, they would choose the cards they wanted....j.k you guys won i guess. Went to Franky's and picked him up in my new ride. I let Von drive the Pimpmobile she did alright i guess. Dont worry about it Von, well do it where we cant hear Frankies laughing..lol. You'll get the hang of it. One object i have in this car is to teach Von, Jo, and Franky how to drive a stick. Its going to be easy they just need practice like me. But anyways had a lot of fun and i know im going to have a lot of fun in that car. So talk to all of you later and take care. Love you all and you know who you are. <3<3<3!!!!!!
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| The Most Amazing Weekend Ever!!!!!!!!! (Period) |
[04 Jan 2005|12:30am] |
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So this whole week and weekend has been boring and Amazing, the boring part has been ive been stuck at work for soo long, but i think i wouldnt be able to last if Mike, FrankY, Leen, Jo, Mitch and Von hasnt come down to visit me and party it up at Ameci's. We've gotten drunk at Ameci's, played "Sorry" "Guess Who" and just had sooo much fun there...Thanks guys and i love you all. Well we went to San Jose this weekend and partied up like no other cause you know how we do. Von rented this room with two beds and the whole room was packed, Mitch counted atleast 25 heads in the two bedroom room. It was Amazing. We started off by filling up the bathtub with atleast 6 18 packs and then later on this awesome guy bought more for us, he bought 2 more 18 packs, was Amazing. We all got drunk and we got the best and most Amazing pics to prove it. We all made a pact and said that we are all going to New York for New Year's. On the way back we stopped by Chumash it was Amazing lost 8 bucks but had soo much fun doing it...we didnt get back till like midnight but it was hellla worth it. I cant wait for the cabin were going to if we go cause its going to be Amazing. Mike's bday is in 3 days HAPPY BDAY MIKE and hope WE have a great Bday, no matter what we do we all know were going to have fun no matter what. I got the next 3 days off, its been soo long since ive had 3 straight days off and i know were going to be kicking it with Frankie and just chilling at his house. But cant say how Amazing this weekend has been, no words are able to describe this weekend. But alls i gotta say is i love you guys and you know who you are.
Jo, Von, Leen, FrankY, Mike, Mitch, Dusty, Drinking buddy(Brandon), Steve, Colin, the honorable Chris, and the rest of the hockey team....<3<3<3 you guys rock Forever and Ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| I love you guys and what?!?!?!? |
[31 Dec 2004|01:30am] |
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Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
Right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Oh My Fucking God San Jose is going to be AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!
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| Any one up for a game up KINGS CUP!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[21 Dec 2004|02:05am] |
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All i gotta say is this week and weekend has been AMAZING. Joe my boss quit for good this time im taking over now and working a shit load of hours now. Hired Mike on the spot and now hes working with me and its Amazing. We got drunk on his first day at work, not bad at all getting paid to get drunk. Had the most fun i think i will ever have in one day at Gene's house. I can honestly say i dont take back ANYTHING i did at his house. Every gift i got was Amazing and i wouldnt take anything back or anyone back cuz i love you all. Jo i can honestly say that i had soo much fun with you but today i played with your heart and i feel HORRIBLE but who cares bout me. IM SOOO SORRRY for doing that to you. I shouldnt have kissed you if i didnt know you were going to take it serious. I totally fucked up cause i honestly thought that kissing you again would make up for it, but im stupid what can i do, you guys can probably cut me off cause you really dont need me but im trying and im SINCERELY SORRY Jo. I dont want to lose our friendship i would do anything to get it back where it was. IM SOOO SORRY for any harm i have done, i know i fucked up and im desperately sorry...... I lost count of how many times ive gotten drunk ever since weve started hanging out with Frankie its been like 2 weeeks or 3 something like that but its been the funnest i have ever have, thanks to everyone Jo, Eileen, Von, Mike, Mitch, Frankie, Dusty, Chris and the rest of the crew..I LOVE YOUXALLXANDXITSXNEVERXGOINGXTOXCHANGEXNOXMATTERXWHAT!!!!!!!!!!
Mitch got his bomb ass truck bout a week ago and hes very excited and im very proud of him cause now he can pick up honeys while hes cruising down L.A. Thanx for all those rides and letting me drive your truck on secrest missions and stuff....<3<3<3!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| B-E-A-UTIFUL!!!!! |
[10 Dec 2004|12:17am] |
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OMFG...this has been the most Amazing week and we still got the weekend left to party it up...we have been partying it up with Mike, Frankie, Dusty, Chris, Brett, Jo, Von, Mitch and Eileen. We have been getting drunk soo much and we've been playing pool, playing pokee getting drunk at Scary Park, Frankie's garage, Bridal Path. I really cant say how much fun this whole week has been, ive been trying to go to the mall all by myself and go and get everyone's presents for Christmas but id rather go and spend it with my friends and go either get drunk or just have fun doing what we do best. Cant wait for this weekend, theres nothing special were going to do but if were all togehter were all definetly going to have fun, so you guys fucking Rock, you know who you guys are and all talk to yalls later..Peace.
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| Just Amazing!!!!!!!! |
[30 Nov 2004|01:45am] |
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Well this weekend was sooo much fun. Eileen came out and on Friday Eileen, Jo, Von, Renee and I went to Hollywood and partied it up in the car driving down Sunset and Hollywood. It was hella fun and Jo was driving so we got back to Simi in 20 mins. crazy shit. Saturday me and Leen hung out we went to the Mall and got these Amazing Converse shoes. I got Von's xmas present..it Fucking Righteous...and bought a Brand New shirt, its amazing. Went home and ate grub, went to Amecis to make some pizzas and went out with Eileen, Jo, Von, and Mitch...didnt know where we were going but had fun just hanging out..you know how we do. So we decided to go to Univeral Citywalk....the elevator ride was so funny. Saw the coolest Team out in Citywalk...."The Curfew Team" they were funny...kicking under age ppl out of Citywalk and being tough guys. Saw the most Amazing Mini Zamboni ever Von took a pic. Drove around Sunset again and just having fun in the car..kicking, yelling, tickling, and screaming...lol. Worked all day Sunday, didnt do anything. Monday i got shalacked at work which was awesome. Jo picked me up and we drove around looking for the Brightest house in Simi and we found it..it has like a mile long driveway and it gets brighter as you keep going. Went to the coolest liquor store in the World..besides Gooks..."Sunflower" it has a FUCKING DRIVE THRU how Amazing is that. Jo and I were driving and we saw the most Righteous thing in the World... a Shooting Star..it was soo bright and it looked like it was going to hit the earth but it glitterd away, Jo and I drove around forever or so it seemed...got home like at 11:15 saw Mitch leaving the house and he decided to get a bobi so he picked up Von saw Dusty and Chris there and got Bobi's and partied it up, didnt get home till like 12...it was Amazing, Thanks Jo<3<3<3. Eileen i miss you so and im not going to be able to not see for 2 whole weeks so i think were going up there this week...maybe...or next so take care me loves and ill talk to yalls later.
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| We're so C-C-C-C-C-Controversial. |
[25 Nov 2004|12:36am] |
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Well Saturday was the best, Eileen, Jo, Von, Mitch, Dusty, Chris and Mike all went to Chumash and had a Marvelous time, although i lost $70 its all good, Von struck the jackpot and became a Millionare. Chris also struck it rich and Jo, and Leen, won 25 dollars and Mike lost a lot i guess and quick, its all good as long as we had fun and thats alll that matters. Went to In and Out and ate and got back to Simi to party it up at Bobi of course for a bit. Everyone else stayed and partied it up all night..you know how they do. Been working since and im tired. Hung out with Jo tonight and had a blast, driving around and back to her house. Stayed for a bit and now im home, im really bored and i hate it...dont know what im doing tomorrow...Jo invited us to her house tomorrow..really want to go but well see. Well hope everyone is doing good out in Simi and Bakersfield of course..Good luck to Dusty, Chris, and MIke in Arizona we know you guys are going to win...so its all good. Cant wait for this weekend cause Eileen is coming out..and we always make parties where ever we go...so well see. So take care all you ladies out there and illl talk to yall later...
Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
we are entirely smooth.
we admit to the truth,
we are the best at what we do.
and these are the words you wish you wrote down.
this is the way you wish your voice sounds,
handsome and smart.
oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if i could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
you're holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..
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| WOW and HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jo!!! Your legal YAYYYYYY |
[19 Nov 2004|12:35am] |
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WOW thats all i gotta say..this whole month has been the month to remember..fun times with friends getting shalacked and listening to music..going to The Hatt, Bobi, The Mann of course and now Bridal Path..fucking RIGHTEOUS!! Getting shalacked at work and going out with Jo and Von, just driving, going to eat at Islands and shopping for ppl I love too much. Well today me and Mitch bought this Ginormous bear thing for Jo and got "14 ballons" or 7 and tied them up to the bear and gave them to Jo...still have to give her the rest of my surprise..well today i convinced Eileen to come out here and it was her and my secret..till we went to Applebee's and made all the ladies who worked their to sing to Jo. It was fun..then Von not knowing Eileen was coming out here she insisted that we all go to Hollywood, so i had to tell her that she was coming out here so we killed time like no other, cause why, cause were the best. Waited for Eileen at Bobi and she surprised most of us cause your very very sneaky..partied it up at Bobi with Dusty and Chris Von, Eileen, Mitch and Jo of course..me and Von went to 7-11 and got this Ginormous Happy Bday card and made everyone sign it...it was Marvelous..Once again Happy Birthday my love and i hope you got everything you wanted cause you deserve the best. Well tomorrow morning im going to the preschool with Leen and paryting it up there..then after that i have to work all night and im probably going to miss the FHC party but oh well what can i do. Well Sat. we plan to go to Chumash and make them go Bankrupt because we all plan to become Billionars, if we all go you know all of us cool kids are going to have a blast like always. I really do have the best friends you can ask for.
<3 Jo, Von, Eileen, Mitch, Dusty, Chris <3
The sky looks like patchwork
Stitched just enough so the sky won't fall on top of us
It's Alright
The city was covered in gold
And made out of dreams
Everything we wanted was within our reach tonight
And we stood
Tip-toed, eyes-glued at the scene and the realization that
Everything was so clear, and plain to see
This is where I belong you can't take me
I was fooling myself all along
I'm never coming back, I'm never coming back
I'm home
And we drove, what felt like forever
down this street and stopped at the edge of the earth
It looks beautiful from here
This is a place we dreamed of
A place made up in our heads, we thought we'd never see
But here I am
Eyes blinded by painted smiles
We lived a lifetime that night
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! |
[18 Nov 2004|03:44pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Jo I LOVE YOU AND ILL TALK TO YOU LATER!!!!!<3<3<3
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| Marvelous!!!!! |
[13 Nov 2004|12:57am] |
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So it was Eileen's Birthday on Wed...Dusty, Von, Jo, Sophie, Mitch and I drove up there to hang out with her..while Von and Dusty distracted Eileen, Jo, Sophie, Mitch and I went into her room and filled it up with a shit load of ballons..it was awesome and worth it just to hear Eileen say "Yayyyy." "First of all" we went to Bummers and had soo much fun on the rides..go carts..tires rolling everywhere...cars spinning out...water bumper cars....getting people soaked and killing spiders...we spent most of our time waiting for the dumbass to follow us and so we decided to get our money back...so Von stepped up and told the dumb bitch to do it or else and she did...we got money back and we went to go eat at Macaroni grill which was Marvelous...the asaioago sauce something like that was hella good..the lady sang to Eileen and Jo in Italian and she didnt do bad at all..saw a guy with the biggest nose i have ever seen...went back to Eileen's house and started the fireworks show and had soo much fun...went off roading in the mountains and the truck almost tipped over..j.k but it was a bumpy ride tho..Dusty wanted to drive Leen's car and pull the E brake and he didnt do bad at all but when Leen did it she like fish tailed and kicked Dusty's ass...wrastled for a lil bit...want to apologize to Von for making her eat grasss..i did go over the line...sorry Von. We still won tho...got to admit it...and wrote on Leen's car and left for Simi..it was funny on the way up cuz Jo was very very tired so she was dozing off and we tried everything and it worked obviously cause we got back safe. Happpy Birthday Eileen and only 5 more days till Jo is legal in the State of California. Spent the whole day with Jo and bought shoes and pants and Eileen surprised us all and came out here and we went to Dusty's game, went to Coffee Bean then Ameci's and back to Coffee Bean, chilled and got into more fights...I call it quits, it doesnt matter how you spell it as long as you know how to use it..went to FHC today and watched Jo and Amanda get shalacked, had fun of course and now im at home...bored but good to go. I love you all and i less than three you all!!
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| Happy Birthday Eileen!<3 |
[10 Nov 2004|12:51pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN!!! See you in bout a couple of hours<3<3<3
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| Morningstar!!! |
[09 Nov 2004|01:15am] |
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These last past days have been RIGHTEOUS!!! Thursday hung out with Jo and Amanda all day went to Amanda's house and watched THE OC..isnt bad of a show after all..Friday...Eileen came out, hung out with Mitch, Jo, Amanda, Dusty, Chris, and Von...saw Chris's BRANDNEW car...its really awesome...im very jealous..partied it up at FHC and Bobi and listened to music in the cars cause it was way too cold to chill outside..Sat was amazing..got up early..went to Dusty's game with Von and Leen, Dusty won of course cause there the best..went to Applebees afterwords and had fun with Mike, Chris, Dusty and Frankie, went home for a little while and got REALLY bored...Leen, Von, and Jo picked us up..went to Gooks drove around getting shalacked....went to Bridal path..had fun their just eating Ameci's..had a lot of fun...took a lot of pics and got more shalacked...drove around and went to In and Out...Von got me hooked on eating lemons...its ok cause they're soo good...went to In and Out in Moorpark...ate more lemons...on the way over there...Mitch wasnt feeling good so he puked on the freeway and wiped himself with my Jailbird costume....it was very funny...went to Gravity Hill and had fun...Sorry Von for scaring you like that...hope you forgive me...drove around more and ended the night and went home...Eileen hope every weekend is like this when you come out...Love you all...Sunday worked all day..didnt do anything that night..Monday night feeling worse cuz im sick AGAIN..hung out with Jo..it was fun...called Von but i guess she didnt answer...drove around forever or atleast it seemed like it..went half way up Box-Canyon got scared...and came back down..went to Oak park got scared and didnt go in...went to KCAJ NI EHT XOB..hung out there for a while just sharing stories..it was fun..thanx Jo...me and Mitch went home and now im here..waiting for Wednesday...were going to have SOO much fun....so I LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER AND EVER WITH ALL MY HEART and I <3<3<3<3<3<3 you all and what?!?!?!?!?!...till then.
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
And I don't want to die tonight; Will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.
Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.
Will you believe in me tonight.
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
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| I love you guys and what?!?!?!? |
[04 Nov 2004|12:06am] |
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I had SOO much fun with you guys...Von, Jo and Mitch...just driving around....looking at our future Billion dollar houses with Build a Bridge that connects the garage and house together....its awesome..well i hope Jo and Amanda have fun tomorrow at the concert and hope Von has fun watching The OC...dont know what im doing tomorrow night but tomorrow morning im suppose to hang out with Jo and Amanda after they get back from court...that is if they dont get arrested and they take them away...i think i would cry if they took them away..but sweet dreams to all and goodnight...IXLESSXTHENXTHREEXALLXYOUXANDXWHATX?X!X?X!X?X!X?
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| I miss you Eileen....is it too soon??? |
[03 Nov 2004|09:02pm] |
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Dam i havent writen in my journal in a like a week i havent even checked it either...but a lots been happening since the last time ive updated...been hanging out with Eileen this whole week cuz shes moving away...Friday was really fun..got reallly drunk and spent time with all my friends...Eileen, Yvonne, Angelica, Amanda, Mitchel, Dusty, Mike and Chris. Definetly times to remember...we all got dressed up and just having fun like cool kids..Sorry to Eileen for not going on Sat to Bakesfield..Hope your not mad...been working a lot since Sunday...and im tired..hung out with Amanda and Jo on Monday...went to go steal a Bush sign for Amanda'a mom...went to her house and watched "Life without a house" god i cant remember the title but it was a good movie...i was very hyper that night had 4 Red Bulls that night and half a bucket of Candy..but like always we always have fun..Eileen surprised us all and came out to visit us cuz we miss her SOO much..it was really fun Eileen, Von, Jo, Mitch and Dusty...watched One Tree Hill at Amecis..it was very warm in there...went to Bobi hung out inside of Bobi and out...but im definetly tired from all the work ive done...but dont know what im doing tomorrow night..Jo and Amanda are going to see Underoath...so im definetly going to call Von...so if u read this..."Do you wanna take me on?" I called her tonight but she didnt pick up her phone..its ok cuz im calling you tomorrow...so goonight everyone and sweet dreams...oh yeah..were all going out to Bakersfields on the 10th for her Bday im going to get you a Funnel cake for your Bday so i hope you like it...like i always say and i will always mean it when i say it...I Love you Eileen and i miss you SOOOO!!!!!!
once again your eyes make it hard to say goodbye
so i'll just keep driving
where do you wanna go?
it doesn't really matter as long as you are here with me
with me
with me
whoa, there's something in the air tonight
something that makes me feel alive and i say
whoa, what were the words that you said to me
that made me feel so special now
once again your eyes make it hard to ask you why
so i sit here knuckles tight
hands against the wheel
your head against the glass and you mean so much to me
to me
to me
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| Great Romances of the 20th Century!!! |
[26 Oct 2004|01:14am] |
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Today was funnn....well work was awesome too...cuz there was none..i got paid to sleep..i took a 20 min. nap in the office...watched TV..ate grub...spent time with my friends at work...couldnt ask for more...This morning Jo and Leen came and visited me and it was soo much fun cuz Blake is such a PIMP....hes soo cool he likes Tom and Jerry which is probably the Best Cartoon ever invented...likes pizza..hes got the hottest Babysitters ever invented..and he can make a mess without worrying bout it...hes definetly a Pimp...i forget the other kids name but hes cool too hes soo cute when he smiles...work was boring but i got by....i thought i wasnt going to do anything cuz Jo was going to sleep but when i was close to closing the store..i saw like 4 cars full of ppl i love SOo much...Leen, Jo, Von, Karyn, Renee, Jack, Dusty, Mitch, Dan, and Chris thats a shit load of ppl in Amecis...hung out in front of Amecis like cool ppl..taking pics and listening to music...went to The Hatt..ate fries they're so good...Von, Leen went to go take Renee home...got this AWESOME wrist band from MY LOVE which i will never forget...drove around listening to music....having fun...went home and here on the comp again just waiting for work tomorrow....im going to hang out with Jo tomorrow, LOVE YOU SO MUCH...<3<3<3<3 just waiting what tomorrow brings...hope it involves Jo, Leen, Von and Dusty...well see tho...till then!
"Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
And will your love keep burning baby
Burn a hole right through my eyes
All these short times feel like no time
I thought you ought to know
I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?"
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| "Stay With Me".... |
[24 Oct 2004|11:58pm] |
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DAM, thats all that i gotta say..these past days have beeen Sooo fun, i really cant explain how much ive been having....ive gotten shalacked three nights in a row...been hanging out with Leen, Von, Jo, Amanda, Dusty, Mike, Chris and Mitch, been places i dont remember...seing pictures i dont remember being in..just having fun cuz thats what cool kids do...Fucking Mike and Dusty...u guys fucking rock...got your lips pierced....OMFG you guys make me so jealous..i really want my lip pierced sooo bad too..but i dont think illl look as good as you guys tho...but its ok. Mike Dusty and Chris came in to work and made three ginormous pizza's...they looked good....i love getting drunk at work tho cuz we can be loud as fuck..watch TV..eat pizza...friends who fucking Rock....dont know what more u can ask for...but also got drunk at Chris's house...played poker and won of course...y VOn???...cuz we always do...lol...we also got drunk at that one guys house dont remember his name and played more poker but lost...because i wasnt paying attention...the Treehouse parking lot...more pictures i probablly wont remember...Bobi parking lot will always be there for us...work..cant say enough bout...been working soo much been there practically 24/7 but its ok..big checks coming up...but tonight hung out with Leen and Jo.....went to Gravity Hill and drove around went to Bobi of course...Jo maybe u should just lay off the speed when u coat it in the cig cuz Leen was boucing off cars and walls...it was like a Self-Mosh-Pit..had fun...im really really going to miss you Eileen, but its for the better....i understand y now..but its ok cuz when you go to Bakersfield im going to sneek in your trunk and im going to have to stay with you out there...IXLOVEXYOUXWITHXAXPASSIONXALWAYSXANDXFOREVER!!!! but where going to visit you a lot too like going to the Halloween Party on Sat, going to Bakersfield for your B-DAY, going to Chumash on the 20th...aslong as you dont forget bout your trur friends we will NEVER forget bout you...love you Eileen and Jo and Von...<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 X's 99999999999999.
"The fire department couldn't drown the city
They didn't even try to wash it clean
And what did you think that I was sober?
Put me out cause I'm on fucking fire
A positive scab that's never healing
Regret that I kept this clean
The most that I can do for you is keep on lying
It's not a lie if you can let it sing"
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| Im going to MISSS you Eileen!!!! |
[22 Oct 2004|12:55am] |
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These past days have been SOO fun, been hanging out with Eileen Sooo much...im really really going to miss her...on Tues went to Togo's with Eileen, she showed me how much we fucked up her car...the night of the wedding..i really feel bad..IM SOOOO SORRY EILEEN..well take it to a car wash to get it cleaned before you leave....hung out with Jo and Von at Mervyn's and Wal-Mart..went to Jo's house and watched TV and chilled and had Hot chocolate...it was raining soo much...last night drove around with Von Jo Eileen and Mitch just having fun till i got yelled at for my Horrible singing didnt know it was that bad...j/k i know im bad but im just trying to have fun...i love you Eileen..had fun drove to Hollywood and drove on Sunset looking for our dog that we lost..lol..went home and got some sleep that i have been trying to get...today was fun woke up at like 12 and went with my dad to his Friends house and got home just on time to go to "watch" the game...till we got there the game was already over..its ok cuz we went to Matt's i think and partied it up there...had like 6 or 7 beers and we were playing poker and lost like always...partied it up in the Treehouse parking lot and at Bobi...saw Jarred and Cory havent seen them in a long time partied it up there too and had Sooo much fun..cant wait till tomorrow cuz i think were all going to party it up FHC style i think Dusty, Mike, Jarred are going...ill be good as long as Von JO and Eileen are there cuz thats all that matters..well im feeling a lil hyper right now, dont know y but i have to go to work at 9 but i get off at like 12 or 1 and im going to FHC to seee my love, Jo..and eat some French Toast..well ill talk to my loves tomorrow and well see what tomorrow brings us..<3<3<3<3<3.
"Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love"
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